I am so bored, I talk to robots.

Hey that rhymes! LOL

Yeah. I talk to cleverbots. Har dee har har. 

Honestly I have no idea what it's reply means.

I wonder

What would happen, would everything have turned out different? I mean have you guys ever wondered what if you did things differently? What might the outcome be? What if you said something differently? 

What are the things you wished you did before but now it's too late? Why not learn from that and cease every moment now? Speak before it's too late. Act before the opportunity is gone. In weddings, the pastor/priest would say speak now or forever hold you peace. Why don't you speak now? Why don't you act now? 

Before the moment fades away?

I HAD BEEP TEST TODAY. My goodness! So crazy tiring. We had to run about 20m (according to my brother) for 100 times to get full marks! HOW MAD IS THAT. After 90, my whole body was burning, my legs were shaking and I could hardly stand. Slightly disappointed cause if I just ran 10 more laps, I could have got full marks. But oh wells. Pretty satisfied with my performance :) 

Today's Annabelle's birthday! So happy birthday love! Hope you grow to be a great person. Love you so strong!

Okay. Ending this post with a really powerful awesome verse :)

Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose trust is the Lord.

                                                                                         Jeremiah 17:7

Things to do for bored bloggers.

Made this up myself. You can try and do it too!  *secretly hoping you would*



I'll write a bunch of random words first, then after I would write the first name that pops into my head when I see the word. And why. Get it? Okay example. Word: Gay. Person I think of: KevJumba. Why? He has a video about how we shouldn't always use the word gay. I think he's like specifically talking to me LOL
(Sarah if you're reading this, I think of you too.)


The words in pink are the reason why.

1. Love - Someone that shall not be named. Because I think I have a crush on the person.

2. Fun - Boo! She is fun lah.

3. Mysterious - Jessica. She seems very mysterious, complicated. Which is way cool. I wanna be like that!

4. Sexy - Chace Crowford. Must I really explain?!

5. Unpredictable - My emotions. Okay this is not a person but.

6. Understanding - Anson. You rock dude.

7. Awesome - God! 

8. Beautiful - Amanda. She thinks she's not but she really is.

9. Lame - David. HAHAHHA david can be so lame at times.

10. Adorable - Ian. The boy who thinks I'm his girlfriend.

11. Easy-going - Aquila. LOL how random. Just feel like I can talk to him easily. 

12. Friendly - Nasy. She's friendly to me! :P

13. Kind - Nia. Idk why. You seem very kind! :)

14. Nice - Corny. You are naice!

15. Loud - Nelson. Nuff said.

16. Aggressive - Annabelle! She loves to use this word.

17. Crazy - Annabelle again. She's a mad women.

18. Reliable - Amanda! <3

19. Listener - Anson. Yet again.

20. Tall - JEREMIAH. OMG. HE SO TALL.

Pictures of me, just in case you missed me too much ;)

Wassuppppppppppppppppp. How's life huh? :) I think I've grown alot this few weeks, reality is slapping me in the face. Not necessarily a bad thing. Always thought things were way simpler than they actually were, thought people could be trusted easily. Learned many things I never expected to learn. Everything was so sudden, so unexpected.

Okay. Pictures. You know, just in case.

Hey baby, I know you love my hair.

:)

Okay I know my face is weird here. But CHECK MY HAIR (Y)

OH MAI WHAI AM I SO KAWAII.

why hello there.

#awesomehairflip

Put your legs in the ay-yer!

Daydream.

Love begins with you.

Things I bet you never knew about me

1. You know the movie Ip Man ( pronouced as Yip Munnnnnn )? The first time I saw the title, I pronounced it as Eye-Pee Man. FAIL.
2. I like people who smell like soap!
3. Although I don't spend alot of time with my cousins, because most of them are overseas, and they don't really come back often. I mean they are like in America and Australia so, can't expect them to come back too often, I have tons and tons of funny awesome memories with them. I guess it's because we don't really spend much time together, when we get to, it's really precious!
4. I don't drink enough water.
5. Today a small kid who thought I was his girlfriend, dared me to kiss him. Just so you know, I did not! But my goodness! Kids nowadays!!
6. I always wanted to take pictures for couples. Like a photo shoot. Anyone interested? It's for freeeeeee ;)
7. I always wanted to be a model for a photoshoot.
8. I play counter strike. Sometimes.
9. I have a Google profile. IN YO FACE.
10. I want to decorate my room with pictures. Rearranged all the pictures already, but too lazy to bring them to be printed.

Words you can't seem to say.

When I'm in full 'work mode' I tie my hair up in a bun, grab a pencil, a piece of blank paper, my text books, sit in front of the computer, turn off all distractions and work. I'm in the 'mode' now. Hahah. I'm not normally like this, well honestly, I'm rarely like this, so. Just wanted to write this down to proof I do actually sit down and focus on my projects/homework okay.

All I want is for you feel yourself when you're around me. 

FRUSTRATION

Really so frustrated because apparently people are using my blog against me. Well, maybe I didn't make it clear in my Biography box but I'm going to do so as soon as I get back home. Just a little reminder. This is a personal blog, not a blog for you to judge me with, criticize me, and other stuff alright?


Peace. I hope.

Utterly speechless because the ignorance is killing me.

Justin Bieber's tattoo?

Read this and tell me what you think :)


What a pastor said about Justin Bieber's 'Jesus' tattoo.

Undeniably GAY

My dad wants me to sit as a private candidate for PMR. This is so gay. Like I'm going to pass anything! Hello?! I'm learning a totally different syllabus in school?! And he wants me to take Chinese. And Malay. Oh great. Just so you know, I can't write/read Chinese properly. I can speak, but reading and writing, eh, no so good. And my Malay, I don't even have to elaborate. Gah. And I was like WHAT THE. And my dad was all freaking out cause I said what the. OMGSH. This is like so gay. And he was all like I did not teach you to speak like this, don't tell me speaking like this has no influence on you, don't tell me you didn't learn this from your friends. And the funniest part was, I did not intend on 'telling him' anything or whatever. The feeling you get when you parents accuse you of doing something when you never did or never even intended to do it  -___________-


eg.  Shi Qi, stop making that face.
 I was not 'making' any face! And if I wasn't making any face how am I going to stop it?!?


It's really quite frustrating when you're parents are scolding you/ lecturing you and you have this urge to say something but you can't because if you do then you're talking back. But then again if you say nothing, they'd be like cannot talk ah? When I want you to talk you don't say anything, but when I want you to keep quiet then you keep talking? We just can't win.

 Parents are always right. Aren't they? It's easier to let the win anyways.

 

GAY LAH.

Sorry for keep saying gay. no offence.

Nail Polish

Last Friday, I was joking around with a few kids and I told them that it was my birthday that day. And they were all like OMG I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU A PRESENT ON MONDAY. But I told them there was no need, since I was actually kidding, and receiving presents from kids is just plain wrong. You're suppose to be the one giving them pressies!

Anyways, today, You Jin came up and gave me NAIL POLISH for my present. And it was from FaceShop. And it was PINK. OMGSH.

How cool is that?! I love the pressssieeeeee so much, even thought I felt so guilty. It wasn't really my birthday :\ But my friends sorta told her in the end and she wasn't mad so I guess that's not too bad? Still feel really guilty, but I've just got to say I LOVE HER SO MUCH! ♥ She's so sweet!

Really got nothing much to say about school. It's the same every Monday. The same unchanging routine. How boring.

Here All Alone - Al Rafael

I'm not alone, but you probably are.

Logos Hope

Sundays are always awesome.

Like duh. Cause going to church is awesome! :) So I lead Praise and Worship today. For church service. I repeat church service. Super nerve wreaking. But it turned out pretty okay, it was my first time after all. And I didn't do it alone! I had God who helped me out!

Anyways, this post is mainly to promote the Logos Hope (It's the name of a ship!) . If you guys know about Doulos, this is something like that. Only it's a new ship, with a brand new crew and everything. A few of the crew, came to our youth group today and shared with us their experience on the Logos Hope, played some games with us, told us how God called them to join the ship and stuff like that. All really inspiring cause they all had personal encounters with God!

The Logos Hope in Penang.

Well what is this Logos Hope ship exactly? It's actually the world largest floating book fair. 

So you can get plenty of books from this ship for a cheaper price!

It's goes all around the world, selling books to places where you can't get good books,

inviting people to join in the fun activities in the ship like games and awesome worship nights,

they also go around help people out eg. building houses for the poor.

It's coming to Kuching from 27 October  to 15 November 2011.

And it only comes like once in 5 years soooo this is an opportunity not to be missed!

So go check it out! The have super yummy ice cream! ;)

Truth

Was talking to Anson yesterday and he told me I shouldn't have been so rude in my ICF exam thing. At first I was offended, going all, the questions were soo weird! And I was telling the truth?! Hello! Do I no have to right to do so? But now I think about it he's probably right. I guess even though I was telling the truth, I shouldn't have done it in a WTH THE QUESTIONS ARE SO DUMB way. And I probably shouldn't have drew the -.- face. Probably should have shown more respect. But I'm still staying true to myself. Still think that writing what I thought was the right way to answer the questions.

But there's this tiny bit inside of me, that's jealous. Or at least I think it's jealousy. Agnes totally 'in your face' me about not getting chosen. Because she got chosen. And she likes to 'in your face' people. Which is mean of her. But she's always mean. So whatever.

According to her, I wasn't chosen to be an officer. Probably because of my rudeness in the exam. And I know I totally brought this upon myself, if only I was a little more respectful. But after hearing what she said there was this voice inside me that wanted to scream,

WTH I WAS BEING TRUTHFUL. WHY DON'T YOU CHOOSE ME?!?!?? 

I MEAN ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE WERE PROBABLY LYING 

WHEN THE ANSWERED THE QUESTIONS! 

WHY ARE YOU PICKING THE LIARS?! 

(No offence to the other pple who took the exam. Sorry.) 

Okay, that was just selfish. I know, I sound so self absorb. Just because I didn't get chosen doesn't mean I have to say that others were lying. Maybe they really would die for their team. Anyway, to cut things short, I'm jealous. And jealousy is wrong I know that. But I can't help myself. Somehow I feel like I've lost my pride, all the people who looked up to me, are probably going to think I'm just a selfish person who thinks I'm so cool. And sometimes I feel that way too. I don't know. By not getting chosen I feel like I've let God down. I'm letting myself down. I want to be a good ICF leader. I want to lead people to Christ. But my own selfish know-it-all thoughts are stopping me. I'm sorry, Lord. I'm sorry if this post doesn't make any sense.

Just needed to write it all down to clear my thoughts.

Field Trip pictures!

Finally Annabelle uploaded them so I can post it here now! :)

Really love them so much <3

Extra yummeh-licious durian!

HAH! I AM GOING TO STEP ON YOOOOOOOU.

Ting Jin ♥

loveliesssss.

I DON'T WANNA TAKE PICTURE! 

Amanda: SMILE PROPERLY SHI QI!

oh fine.

At the stream. The rocks were really sharp and painful, and a few people came up with bleeding feet.

But Mr William still made us run on it. sigh*

#blurface

Me being very vain camwhoring with Kit's phone :P

Don't mind my hat, I'm no Arsenal fan. I support Chelsea (Y)

Doesn't Belle look *cough* adorable?

HEY IT'S NELSON!!

♥

Oh Annabelle.

Mr William told us we were gonna to walk to Borneo Highlands, and we so stupidly believed him.

like a boss.

Getting ready to go home :)

Bullet.

I FEEL LIKE EATING CHICKEN. Okay, so today in ICF, the head of discipline for our camp gave a few of us some sort of exam to quality us for being officers, leaders and assistants for next years camp. And honestly, the exam was really really weird. Some really weird questions. So here are some of my answers to the questions.



Will you take bullet for your team? Why?
Define bullet. And er no, I still want my life. (Sorry if you think I'm too self absorbed or whatever. I won't agree to dying for my team. This is ICF camp. Not war.)


Are you prepared to face torture and not complain?
I don't believe ICF camp needs torture right? We're here to get to know God and build a relationship with him, not to get tortured -.- (Yes I drew the face)






So yeah. Because I was being so completely true, I think I was disqualified from being an officer. I was offered to be an officer so yeah. I mean, I answered all the questions very very truthfully, what I was honestly thinking in my head. Cause I don't believe that you'll deserve the post if all you do in the exam paper is write answers that sounds like the correct answer. Not what you're really think. I mean if I went all, 'yes I would die for my team', I would be completely lying.

This is camp. I repeat. Camp. I'll be responsible for my team, I'll take care of my team, but dying? Sorry. Not ready for that.

FOOD ♥

Okay, upon request. I'm gonna talk about food today :) My favourites!

Chocolate ♥ 

You cannot get me wrong. Chocolate is the most delicious yummy creamy food ever. I mean chocolate goes well with like every dessert! With ice cream, with fruits, with marshmallows ♥

 Ice Cream ♥

Second to chocolate, ice cream goes well with like almost everything. And it's super yummmehhh. I like it with cereal toppings like corn flakes or cookie crisps, or with hershey chocolate sauce! Or with whipped cream! And have you tried McD's ice cream with it's fries? PERFECT MATCH. You have to try it.


I just realized my top two favourite food are so unhealthy :P

Chicken ♥

Okay. I love chicken. Chicken is like my favourite food. Like seriously. I feel like eating chicken every time of the day. Which is weird. Heh. Fried chicken is of course sooo irresistible. But I like allllll types of chicken! Roast, Baked, Chicken soup ♥, steamed, CHICKEN CHOP! I LIKE ALL. IMMA CHICKEN LOVER.

And now I'm trying to think of my other favourite food and all I can think about it chicken -_____-

Okay random pictures I took in KL of yummy food.

Yummy breakfast somewhere.
I like breakfast with eggs. AND CHICKEN. And it looks so appetising as well!

Super yummy penang char kueh tiaw! Super super super super yummmmy.

Who doesn't love xiao long paos? Sorry for the cacated shot.
My brother took it. -_____-

Nai Wang Pao. This is the most delicious pao ever. I mean just look at the creeamy thing inside flowing out!  It's super creamy, hot, tasty ♥

Nuff said. 

CharTime has the best Pearl Milk Tea I have ever tasted. They are actually coming to Kuching! (Y) In One City! Must check it out.  Yeah I know, damn expensive.

Cream Puff from BeardPapa. I think that's the name.  Om nom nom.

YUMMEH NASI LEMAK (Y)

Okay. Bye :)