Dear Anson,

this post is for you. cause i am bored. heh.

enjoy :)


1. Please stop hoping and wishing for something you don't have, but instead be grateful for what you have! :D
2. I LOVE YOUR BACKGROUND PICTURE. It's sooooo cool!
3. You are not alone! You have awesome friends and family. You know, like me!
4. You're sister may be like annoying and all, but she loves you. She does!
5. Do your devo!!
6. HOW DARE YOU GO WATCH MONTE CARLO WITHOUT ME?!
7.  smile more :)
8. I feel like drinking Teh C peng.
9. You are nice
10. And you don't have to follow people or whatever, God made you well, you! And you are original. And cool :)

dreams do come true?

I have no idea what's up with my title, all dreamy and romantic and happy. But I'm not feeling that way though. Actually the totally opposite. Like all I do when I'm online or offline or whatever is listen/sing sad songs.

#forever alone

LOL anyways, I was all emo-ing today morning, all #forever alone and Hycintha  was all, but you've got me! And I was all, AWWWWWWWWWW!  Then she went on saying 

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But wait till I got boyfriend, then you can be alone la -___________-

so much for being there for me. heh. LOL anyways. I shall tell you about my day :)

today was actually pretty fun, me, belle, ama, and jess decided to play Block. Which is something like hide and seek. Only more complex. And I'm too lazy to explain it all so yeahhh. SO we started running around all over school, hiding under other people's table, getting stared at. But these are the moments you'll remember for life! The moments when you stop caring what people think and just had fun! :D

I WANNA PLAY IT AGAIN TMR.

i love ice cream. and kevjumba :D

check this song out!

How to love - Jason Chen cover

i shall end this post by saying, again, READ YOUR BIBLE. IT IS THE COOLEST BOOK EVER.

Amen :)

heh

Me and amanda are here in school. The internet is down so I decided to do a blogpost. So Amanda keeps talking to herself due to her boredom, it sounds something like this.







“Amanda is so cool! YEAH. She can, er, you know, feel the firmness of her BUTT! Yeahh. And she can fly to er, what is it called? Jupiter! Or er what is it call? World? No, no. Solar system! Yay!” And then she starts talking to the monitor screen. You do not want to know what she’s talking about. Heh.






Everyone is so bored T^T no internet.


















Oh okay got internet liaw. eheh.

my roooooooom

so I've been trying to clean up my room. I know, shocking LOL. I'll post some pictures of it soon, when i get the time. I actually like my room and when people come over I wanna show it off instead of my usual routine of locking the door and preventing anyone from going in there cause it's verrryyyy messsssyyyyyyyy. 

anyways here. few random photo's from my tumblr.

this boy is really too cute for words.

HER HAIR, HER HAIR FALLS PERFECTLY WITHOUT HER TRYING.

this is super cool! :3

flower eggs?

<3

bangles, bracelets (Y)

Amanda says this is ghey :( but i like my bracesss!

okay. camwhore picture LOL

oh sweet delicious good food.

At Melaka :)

this is by far my favorite picture HAHAH gayness

found this really old photo. OKAY.

BYE.

Jealously is not a good thing. You can actually feel like fire burning in you. Like a evil bad type of fire.


AHHHHHHHH IT FEELS SO HORRID I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN IT.


I AM SAD. I AM MAD. I AM SMAD. AND JEALOUS.

:)

I was feeling really down one day, and something a few friends said made me felt really sad, betrayed and hurt. So I was all crying and stuff and I had this urge to talk to someone, to tell someone about how I felt, the anger, the hurt. Then a voice was ringing in my head. It said talk to God first. So I did, and I took out my devotion book and started doing devo. And the first verse the book told me to flip to was this.

"Listen, my dear brothers and sisters: Has not God chosen those who are poor in the eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom he promised those who love him?"

James 2:5

And it spoke to me because to me it meant, no matter how people judge me as being not good enough or whatever, God chosen me to have faith and he promised me the kingdom! Now how amazingly cool is that?!

VERY AMAZINGLY COOL I SHALL TELL YOU!

 Then I started crying again, only now happy tears and also cause I was all YAY GOD TALKED TO ME. 

So seriously. Try it out. Talk to God. And you'll see him answering you :) And you'll be so gembira like me <3 Cause the creator of the universe is talking to you! You! How can you not be gembira?!

You're all I see, in everything!

I LOVE DAVID CHOI. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOOOOOVE HIM.
the music video sooooooo. beautiful <3


okay :3 so today Anson was telling me how he copied a few things from my blog so TODAY. And then I thought of the bunch of people who poser me cause they thing i am cool. So I shall post a totally perasan post about how awesome I am.

DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T WANT TO

 No one is forcing you!


1. I am so friendly <3
2. People think I am cool, so they poser me. Example: In the last year of primary school, we all have autograph books and all, so i signed mine with a heart thing with wings. After that, the whole class of girls poser me. SERIOUSLY. I have Agnes and my autograph book as a witness.
3. People like me. No, people love me.
4. I don't watch Harry Potter, I don't play Angry Bird, I don't watch Spongebob. That is how awesome I am. I don't need to do what other people are doing ;)
5. I LIKE CHOCOLATE. For the umpteenth time, I shall proclaim my love for chocolate again. Liking chocolate is awesome okay. LOL

OKAY. Just kidding. Like I'd post some perasan post about me.

Was gonna put up some NEVER BEFORE SEEN pictures from the Cinderella Musical, but I'm using a different computer so yeah :\ Sorry. But here. Some pictures of what i did this weekend in belle's house :)

WE SWAM <3

Unglam picture of me. I know. whatever.

We :)

Amanda looks so pretty :)

RANDOM PICTURES I FOUND ON MY FACEBOOK.

OKAY a gay old photo of me brushing my teeth :3 eh.

Sarah is like the gayest person ever.

Went to belle's house to do a project. Ended up taking pictures and videos. 

FAIL MUCH.

Since I couldn't give you never before seen, I'll give you seen before :3 LOL

I REALLY LAIKE THIS PICUTURE.

Meet the ahliens and ahbengs <3 FTW

Esme! Loveee <3

A dose of our gayness.

OH HAI. I LAIKE MAI HAIR IN THIS PICCA.

Amanda claimed I tried to act like Megan Fox. HA HA HA.

Two loveliesss of mine!

During the Youth Convention when me and boo were checking out our schedule. 

this is seriously beautiful <3

A bunch of kids trying to tie my hair. Turned out looking like I just woke up.

OKAY BYE :)

read the bible!

HOW TO CHASE A GIRL

RULE #NUMBER ONE

NEVER MAKE HER FEEL STUPID WHEN SHE'S TALKING TO YOU.

:D

Last week, A pastor ( I think he is a pastor ) came to our church to share about he's place in Kalimantan. He has a home there for homeless kids or orphans which he takes in and takes care of them like super well.

Anyways to cut things short it really touched me and me, Agnes, Anson, Boo, Moo, Yi Yang and Jav decided to sponsor two kids. Can't wait to write to them and read their reply <3

AND I CAN'T EVEN READ MY BLOG. THIS IS GAY. GAY. GAY. I AM SO ASDFGHJKL GAY NOW.

INJUSTICE

My mum did it again. This time worse. She blocked Tumblr, Facebook, Twitter and YouTube. I am seriously speechless.


THIS IS GAYNESS TO THE MAX. I want to eat her.

Thank You Lord!

Hey :) haven't blog in sooo sooo long. So just wanna drop by and say hey :) Life's been fine? The Cinderella Musical was a blast and it was a once in a lifetime experience! :D I'll miss everyone who was in the musical and even though we had our ups and downs I just wanna say it's been great working with you guys :D

God has been such a great God. Well I mean when have He ever been not great :P there's this song which a part is "for all the blessing I cannot see" and I guess that sorta spoke to me? God has blessed us  with so many things and sometimes I think we tend ask God for so many things but we never give thanks in the end. Cause we get too caught up when we get the things and we forget to thank God. I mean the Cinderella Musical was a success because of Him and so many little things, like even having food on our table.

 SO TODAY I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THANK GOD FIRST!

CAUSE HE'S THE ONE WHO BLESSED YOU.

dum dee dumm :) So Thank You Lord!

peace (Y)