You know it's you

Dear you,

Upon request, here you go. You're funny, sweet, crazy, random, beautiful, unpredictable and just plain outright mad. And I like that. HAHA. Honestly I don't know what to write. Hmmmm, you are very fun to text. I truly enjoy talking to you! You make me smile at the most unexpected times :) You have the most amazing mesmerising voice. I am jealous. I am jelly. I am agar-agar. HAHAHAHHA. 

When I first met you, I thought you were one of those guys who would act cool and stuff. Then I got to know you a little better and I thought you were really quiet and emo kid. Then I got to know you more, and I found you're this very shy sweet nice person :)



Couldn't find the pic of the burger you sent me so here. A very unappetising of a burger HARHAR. 

Okay here. This should be your fave animal ever cause it consists of your two favourite colours. It's a poisonous frog! Hoho.

It's actually very beautiful huh. The pattern on it's skin!

I'm not gonna post the song yet cause it's not properly written yet. Wanna perfect it first. But I will and when it's up, you'll know it's you. Cause it's pretty obvious. I think. At least I hope you'll know its you! LOL when are you gonna show me the song about me?!

Don't be emo so much! Hahaha enjoy life and remember God loves you! :) Sorry for not writing much.

Never forget your worth, I love you buddy! ♥

Just another lame update on CNY

Helloooo! How are you guys? :) The CNY hols are over and I feel so sad. This CNY has been undoubtedly one of the best CNY I've ever had. And it's about to end! *inserts sad injustice-looking face.jpg*

Well, part of the reason CNY has been so great is because I actually visited alot of house this year. A whole lot more then the past years and I am happy to the core. This is the first year my dad actually visited his colleagues! So we spent one full day visiting them all which made me so happy :D

I shall not say anything else cause if I do all of you will be bored to the max due to the fact that I'll just keep rambling on "I am so happy." "This made me so happy."

Just a few photos.

One of the outfits for CNY. The more casual one.

Old photo!

LISTEN TO THIS! kthxbai.

Outift no #2 for CNY!

My annual CNY rountine

New Years Eve: Have dinner with family. Hang around at grandpa's house for a while. Watch some TV. Talk to my cousins. Usually they make fun of me eg. "HAHA YOU LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER! SISSY VOICE!" "Eee who do you like now?" then my brother will name random guys from my class and my cousin will believe him, "Who's your boyfriend now ayy" etc.

Go home. Watch somemore TV. Take a bath. Time getting closer to midnight so I open my shutters wide, shut the lights and watch the display of fireworks. I love it because all that separates me from the fireworks is my glass window. Also the fact that it's so loud outside, but I'm in my room, alone, in silence, watching it all unfold. And the view is spectacular. My room has the best view for fireworks ever! Finish watching fireworks at about 12++. Lie in bed and listen to the sound of the works. Sleep.


First Day of CNY: Go the grandparent's house to eat mee sua. Eat a fried boiled egg and abalone. Watch TV. Hang with cousins. Go visit 2/3 houses. Come home. Stay at home till the day is over.

Second Day of CNY: Visit 3/4 houses. 2/3 people come to our house. The day ends.





DO YOU FEEL MY PAIN?!? I looooove visiting, but my parents hate it. Rawr. Anyways, spent the afternoon alone in my bedroom, instagram-ing random stuff.

So here. Not in any particular order.

Le vain.

One the way to grandparent's house.

Kthxbai.

SEAWEED CRACKERS

Finished making my seaweed crackers/koropok! Very satisfied with my work. Made about 2 big containers full of it. Yummmm ♥ I cut it a little too big, and it's a bit too salty, but overall I'll say it was a success!

Trying not to munch it all up cause of my sore throat. Don't wanna make it worse just before CNY!




Anyways, Happy Chinese New Year to all of you! God Bless!

Encouraging words

Just got a few very encouraging words from a friend. 

So blessed to have him as a friend!

Thank you so much man! :)

Volunteered for Salvation Army!

Went all the way to the Salvation Army's Boys Home today with Lewis to have an 'interview'. Major Frances (I think that's his name) AKA the person in charge of the Salvation Army was talking to us and all. And then he started talking about the 'skills' we have. And he read Lewis's one and was kinda interested when he saw 'swimming' listed down as one of his skills. So he started talking about the swimming programme they had and how Lewis could probably help in that.


Then he looked and mine and said
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Hmmm. Okay.



HMM OKAY!!!!


And then he moved on to the next topic. I feel so unwanted. Maybe cause my skills were stuff like singing and playing the piano.  I know, I know. WTH. Everyone can do that. How can you possibly call that a skill?! But sadly, those are my only skills. I can't play any sport or whatever. So since I'm volunteering for a Boy's Home, my 'skills' are pretty much useless.



Anyways, he did mention help to like paint walls and mops floors or something. Hmmm maybe I'll make a good maid! HO HO that might be my hidden skill!





YOU KNOW WHAT. I'm having this horrible pain in my oesophagus (a sore throat). There's this red bump and it's soooo painful -_______- And just before CNY! Gah. I keep going downstairs to refill my bottle of water and then I see the kitchen table filled with all the CNY goodies and I'm so tempted to just eat some. But I can't cause my throat is so sore!


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Whatever shall this blog post be about?!

Hmmm.


Life's been so boring. So typical. Nothing to blog about. When my life is hectic and busy, I complain no time to blog about my over dramatic life. When life is so boring and I have all the time in the world to blog, I complain about having nothing to blog about.


#forevercomplaining 



I can't wait for CNY. I'm already eating all the cookies at home. My goodness, CNY cookies are so addictive! Making my favourite seaweed koropok thing this weekend.

NOW THAT IS LIKE THE BEST FOOD IN THE WHOLE WORLD.


Looking at the picture and I'm already so hungry.

There is nothing like Your love

Very powerful and meaningful song. Please do take some time to listen to it! 

DAVID CHOI REPLIED MY TWEET/ JASON CHEN LIKED MY COMMENT

And it both happened one week after the other.


I commented on Jason Chen's website. And then he liked my comment first. WITH HIS OWN PERSONAL FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.

OH MY GOODNESS. UNBELIEVABLE. 

With his own personal account.

I am going to cry now because I feel so special. 

Then the next week (yesterday) when I was in ICT class I tweeted a random "I love you" to David Choi and he replied me! I never expected it so I was like so happy I cried. Like literally. In front of all my classmates. Mad. But I was genuinely so happyyyy! 

LOVE DAVID CHOI FOREVER!!♥

THIS IS THE BEST YOUTUBE NEW YEAR EVER! LOL



Next target - KevJumba.

The way it was before

An old photo taken after last year's field trip. Love all of the to the core.

Wow my hair was long. 

Most Asked Question

Shi Qi! Why you so skinny? You never eat isit? Ai yoh! Getting thinner and thinner oh!

I do eat. I don't like being so skinnyyyy! -_______- I wish I was like healthy looking. People actually come up to me and say: You anorexic isit? 

No I am not!

*inserts extremelysadface.jpg*

I eat! I do! Grrrr wish I could like put on more weight. 

Okay. This has nothing to do with the question above whatsoever. But I was just wondering what would all the people who I wrote songs for say after they realized I wrote songs for them.

Anyways, have a great week ahead. God Bless.

Oh and btw, I do like my hair ;)

Le Short Hair

1. Kids and people my age, do not like my hair. They like my longer hair.

2. People older than me like my hair. Like the older people in my school and all the aunts and uncles. (Expect my grandma. She likes my longer hair. Woots.)

3. Instead of saving shampoo I waste it because I'm so used to squeezing a large amount of shampoo cause of my long hair, I still squeeze the same amount unintentionally.

Back to the emo, overly emotional me.

I miss the holidays already.

I just had P.E and my whole body still feels like jello cause I never exercise. I am feeling so exhausted. SIEN. I wanna audition for the Oliver play but I have a piano exams about the same time, and I want to do well in my exams this term, and I got all this new tuitions stuff, so I don't want any distractions. I am confused and frustrated.


Today is actually a very ordinary day. but I am just feeling so emo.


I hate myself for feeling emo for the littlest thing. I hate my stupid scars on my stupid legs. I hate myself for being so hateful. I hate my stupid unfit body for being so unfit. I hate myself for being so self concious. I hate myself for not being able to control myself but instead I vent out my anger on everyone. I hate the canteen for selling everything at such a high price. I hate my stupid heavy bag. I hate school for no reason.I hate me.  I hate myself for hating myself.

I probably don't really hate. I'm just feeling very... down today.


I wanna cry for no reason.


I wonder how many more times will I feel this way.

Banjir

Kuching had a flash flood today, and as I was coming to school I saw the roads and drains all flooded but I have no idea it was this bad. Many people have lost their lives due to the flood. 

Only after I came to school and came into ICT class (where I am now), I saw all those pictures on Facebook. The power of social network ay?

Anyways, Might not be posting anything else today, but I just wanted to say pray? 

Just think how fortunate we are, I am, safe and sound in school, and just take a moment to appreciate everything you have?

Zoo. Loo. Too. Coo. Poo.

Just didn't want to have the typical title. LOL

Today was quite a let down? Expected it to be much more fun. Maybe cause I missed school alot and I kept thinking of how great school was. HAR DEE HAR IT WASN'T SO GREAT AFTER ALL. But it was pretty cool nevertheless. No homework/ no teaching. So far so good. HAHA

So the usual first day stuff, hugging and greeting friends, introducing ourselves to the new teachers and vice versa, new teachers getting my name wrong (she ki? -__________- ), getting our new books and stuff. Oh yeah and people going: "Hi Shi Qi, oh you cut your hair!" or "HAHAHAHHAHAH I thought you were Amanda!" (Amanda has short hair too, we are best friends and we have to same body shape, height and all. Ho ho ho so we look alike from the back. Plus the fact that we're always hanging out with each other. It's kinda hard to tell us apart now!)

HO HO and Pandy came to school today looking like one of em' models being so tall and all ;)

Only really sad and depressing part is there is no hot new ang mo student in my class. No new students at all. Sad. 

Anyways, can't write much. Gotta go tuition. Sad life. First day of school and I have to go straight back to the same old routine. School. Tuition. Homework. Bed.

Study mode on! (Kinda. Sorta. A little)

I CHOPPED OFF MY LOCKS

Chopped of 36cm of hair. That's 15 inches! Which is a little more that 1 foot! OMGSH.


Oh yeah just so you know the picture below I took a while ago claiming I cut my hair was a fake. Hehe. I hid my hair in my hat. You can go google it and see how it's done :P

Well anyways back to the topic. I know what you're thinking. Why think sudden unreasonable outburst where I decide to cut my long hair I pride on. Well there are many reason honestly.

1. I get RM 100 for Amanda. She thought I would never cut my hair so she offered me 100 bucks if I did. HO HO HO.

2. I wanted a change.

3. People always say the best part about me/ the most attractive part about me is my hair. (wah so hao lien) So yeah I wanted to cut it and see what people will say.




So I cut it of today and it suddenly felt so light. I never had short hair for ages. The last time was Primary 3 when my mum attempted to layer my hair but failed so epicly that I had to go and cut off all my hair cause it looked hideous. So yeah. It felt so light and when I went to wash my hair just now it felt so weird cause there's no long think hair to shampoo.

At first I thought I would be crying over my short hair, cause I love my hair so much and the last few time I cut my hair I cried like a maniac. But I actually like it! Took a few pictures. So yeah. Take a look!




A few before pictures.

No more sexy hair and lip photos.

Not that the above picture is sexy. It looks so gay.

Short hair for good! What do you guys think? :)

First Post of 2012!

Okay. This must be an unforgettable amazing post. Something so awesome it will leave you remembering it for ages. A post so interesting you'll be telling everyone about it. A post so attracting it would bring thousands of viewer to my blog.

Brace yourself people.

This blog post is going to be about...

SOMETHING AMAZING.

About..

About...

HAI YA

 I DON'T KNOW LAH.

Okay. I'm sorry. That wasn't even funny. 

WHY AM I SUCH A FAILED LAME BLOGGER WITH UNINTERESTING PATHETIC POSTS?!

Great. This is my way of starting the New Year.