Saturday, October 30, 2010

girlfriends. ;)

CLAUDIA CHIOU 
aka : boo

why i love her : she's the awesomest friend ever and she's always happy, who knows why. we like the same           things, well most of it, (except her undying love for korean pop music)! i love the way she's make me laugh and that i can talk to her about anything :3

greatest memory : truth time during a sleepover. <3



AMANDA CHIN
aka : ama man! (ultra man's sidekick)

why i love her : the way she talks and her sot sot-ness makes me crazy. always trying to do stupid stuff and always wanting to play 'game' when we're suppose to do homework. :L

greatest memory: all those long long loooong talks on the phone :)

SARAH WONG
aka : sarah wong. LOL

why i love her : she's a crazy pervert (I know, you can't tell) and she's probably the most random person in the world. she's actually super pretty, IF she combs her hair more. *winkwink* but i like the way she's doesn't care how she looks unlike me. -.- 

greatest memory : cheese reaction with boo and she receiving the TRUTH AWARD ;)

ANNABELLE LAU
aka : orang utan

why i love her : when she's not crazy and doing stupid stuff she's actually quite a CIVILIZED person :) and she's really nice to talk to. i like the way sing songs together and laugh about stupid stuff.

greatest memory: taking videos and pictures with leng yiew computer. just me and her <3

 
I LOVE YOU ALL! <3



  okkayy :) today was hectic. i had to go to church to teach them the christmas musical and everyone was not in the mood to do it and they were doing their own things. ARGH. and i don't think we have enough time to get everything done before the Spring performance! disaster. :\

  
i'm home alone. again :3 my parent's been out quite alot today so, COMPUTER! mwahahhaha :DD



 and she jumped out, to a magical wonderland. <3

ahahaha :3 i look so weird.

  undying love for my teddy bear. :)

Friday, October 29, 2010

it's raining, it's pouring!

rain rain. <3



look at what i found boo. :)

  We should give our love another chance, 
   We should let it all happen again,
  We should put an end to all our cries,
  We should take back our last goodbyes.


i feel weird today, like i don't know what to feel. :\


T^T

exams are here. ARGH. and i had DT and maths today, which was surprisingly okay :) hhahaha.
i have ZERO mood to study. D: you were in my dream again.
the dream went like that. i was on facebook, checking my inbox.
and i found out i had TWENTY TWO messages. O.O and the weird thing is, it wasn't from you.
it was from KUSUM! hahahaha :P not all 22, but 18+ of them.
anyways, one of them was from you and you said:

WTH :) :) :) :) :)


and i was so happy even though i didn't know what it meant, but there was smiley faces.
so it should be a good thing right? <3

open my eyes, it was only just a dream. :\


  i don't think i want that acer AO happy computer anymore. imagine, access to the internet, and access to your profile and seeing you ignoring me. 


怎麼辦! 說我會忘記你..

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Anyways, moving on.

I'm at my teachers wedding, and like all my san ciao teachers are here. Monkey even recongnized me! :) and he kinda greated me. And I walked away. :\ I felt kinda bad, so I went to the teachers table to say hi to ALL my teachers, they said hi, and went on talking. -.-


I AM LIKE WATCHED BY SCARY MY-EVIL-NEMESIS-TEACHER and her gang and stuff. :( please let this end quick!

LOVE LOVE LOVEEE.

I think I'm in love :)


I should stop falling in love. -.- pfft.

your heart is racing, and you're asking yourself, what did I do wrong? :\

:) hello. just wanna let you know that I AM BANNED FROM THE COMPUTER. so don't except me to update any time soon.

-.-

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

VIDEOS GONE CRAZY!

:D all our crazy singing vids are on facebook! ;) go check them out. heh. that's what we do during maths class. and if you listen to it properly, you might hear micheal screaming at the background for us to shut up. hahaha :)

NOW I HAVE GOT TO GO. T^T 

goodbye. 

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

you look like a fool to me.


MY STUPID BRACES IS KILLING ME.


it cut through my gum. i just tightened it yesterday. :\ ouch.


school today was.. the same? LOL. me and annabelle took leng yiew computer and took photo all throughout lunch. and we tried posting them. but the internet connection sucked, so we only uploaded two.



BELLE! WE SHALL DO IT AGAIN :)
and you too amanda!


i've really got nothing to post today. :\ so here. i wrote this quite long ago? for a essay competition. :D


i couldn't undo the bold button :\




Brittany.

My best friend’s name is Jack. He died. I miss him.

I loved him so much. He was always there for me when I needed him. Jack’s death was so sudden. He was a healthy person, by no means was he the healthiest person on earth, but he was healthy enough, to, well, live a normal life.

I hugged my pillow, as tears welded in my eyes. I remember that very day, when the doctors told him that he has cancer. I stood there speechless, not knowing what to do. The doctors couldn’t find the reason why he had cancer, he just did.

I would visit him everyday after school, after the school bell rang, I would rush to my bike, and pedal furiously to the hospital. He was always smiling when I visited him, telling my jokes and laughing about the funny accent the nurse had. Nevertheless, I knew how he felt inside. He has eyes were often sad and emotionless, filled with regret for all the things he didn’t get to do. Days passed and he grew weaker. It hurt to see him in pain. I couldn’t hold up a strong face any longer. I held his hand close and burst out in tears.

Jack.

“I’m afraid you’re son has cancer, ma’am.” Those words loomed in my head. One day I am perfectly fine, the next, I was destine to die. I often wonder what the reason of this sudden sickness was. Why me? Was God trying to punish me for the bad things I’ve done? Was it because I hid my English teacher’s notebook and let someone else take the blame for it? Was it because I was not good enough? Why?

Brit came to see me everyday. I loved every single moment we were together. We would talk to each other about everything. She would tell me about school, the day our mean English teacher had his zipper undone; I would tell her about the crazy nurse with super long nails and her funny accent. I have gotten to know Brit in ways I never thought I would. The way the saw the world, I would never understand. She saw the shades of gray in between black and white. We would laugh until we cried, and gossip until visiting time was over. Ending our conversation and seeing her leave was always the hardest.

One day, I overheard my doctor telling my mum that the longest I had to live was a month. I could hear the soft cry of my mum, and the doctor telling her that they could do no more. Dying had never been an issue to me, not even now. All I really regret is getting cancer because I would not know how my family and friends would do without me. All I can do now is hope that they would move on.

Brittany.

If he dies, would he be up in heaven helping me to move on? I always thought that after you die, you’d be sent up to heaven and your task would be to look after the one’s you’ve left behind. I closed my eyes and prayed as hard as I could, for jack to be there for me. Forever.

Jack.

Everyone crowded in my little hospital room, either sobbing or staring at me. Only Brit was smiling at me sadly, holding my hand tight, telling me that I was her only best friend, that no one could ever replace me, and that I must promise her to have fun I heaven. I smiled back and agreed.

I had difficulty breathing and it started to get harder every second. The last thing I saw was Brit’s eyes filling with tears and my mum covering up her face as my dad comforted her.

Brittany.

Just like that he died. I held onto every single memory we had. He was the one I’ll cry to if I fail my history exam, the one and only person who understands me like no one does. The one who will always be on my side, no matter what.

I didn’t know whether thinking about him would make me sad or glad, but then I remembered that he’ll be in heaven, guiding me through it all and I smiled.

He had lighted up my life, and even though he’s gone now, he’ll always be in my heart, watching over me, teaching me right from wrong, loving me forever.





blow me away.


Sunday, October 17, 2010

IF.


that's what i'll get if i get first. the candy pink one. ACER AO HAPPY! note the IF. :(



powerpuff girls!





Friday, October 15, 2010

hello, debate.

the debate talk was. er. educational? okay, WHO AM I KIDDING. i'm gonna suck. -.-
they had a group of like super pro swinburne debaters to come and give a talk.
and they talk so fast with the extra pro-ish english. W-O-W.


so, i'm basically home alone now. the thought of home alone is nice isn't it? but it's boring. and there's NOTHING to do. except stare at the computer. where facebook is getting more boring day by day. :\ but i still log on first thing i came on the computer. pfft.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

fitness test = me realizing that i'm skinny, not fit.

yup, i practically died during the fitness test today. :\ ESPECIALLY the leg lift thingy. OMG. i am going to fail PE.

i stayed back at school today. cause amanda said she'll stay back too. turned out her mum wanted to watch TV so she had to go back earlier. :P i'm not blaming you amanda. anyways, me and annabelle were talking about boys and stuff with leng kit *hehe* and yeh shan came. then we talked about ang mo guy and annabelle kept on asking him to compare guys. personality and looks. anyways, moving on. leng kit went home, annabelle went home, and then there was yeh shan and me. and he was sooooo nicee okay! he sat there and talked to me till my mum came. and i'm not even like super close to him. :) THANK YOU YEH SHAN!

my dad said if i got first in class *tough luck* i'm gonna get a NEW COMPUTER. :) mwahahhah. but it's not gonna happen. you expect me to be those smart SMART SMART pple? -.- not a chances.

oh, remember the friend i was talking about? the one that went to see mr. lim? now he created a hate group on facebook for the guy who got him in trouble. he won't listen when i tell him he will regret. hmmp. we'll see what happens when mr. lim finds out.
DEMERIT 2o THEN YOU KNOW -.-

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

and she said: "I feel so sad for myself."

i've got this friend. ( i always seem to be 'got-ing' a friend ) he's in BIG HUGE trouble.

like so super big mr. lim saw him. and demerited him, AND gave him community service duty. :\ gah. this guy he used to bully went and report to mr lim. and even though he doesn't really bully him anymore, he's getting demerited. and my friend keeps complaining to me. for example:

1. THIS IS NOT FAIR! I LAUGHED ONLY!! I DIDN'T BULLY HIM!
2. I HATE HIM! !@#$%^&*()
3. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?! HE BROUGHT HIS MUM!
4. INJUSTICE! -okay fine, he didn't say that, that sounds more like what i would say, but hey, it is kinda injustice-like-ish. :P


oh wells, :\ what to do.

there was assembly today, and mr. chang said lodgians like 20 times. -.- and he kept repeating his sentences. like " we must respect our teachers. we must respect our teachers.we MUST respect *pause* our teachers. " ADUHMAK.

oh, i'm now in debate. *ha ha ha* and i'm up against ALEX- the best known speaker of year 7. and if i beat him, tough luck i'm gonna do that, i'll be competing with the year 8, 9 and 10. PFFT.

T^T save me.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

"No, this trick won't work...How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?"

- Albert Einstein

:)

yes, we're finally friends again. :)

Monday, October 11, 2010

THE SHOES!

Nike Hobo Fall/Winter 2010 Footwear Collection. I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS SHOES!



rainbow scribble.


highsnobiety - nike blazer hi scribble rainbow

rainbow shoe! ♥


nike af1 rainbow - highsnobiety



CHECK OUT THE JIMMY CHOOS! ♥

15mm stacked heel,

TAURUS!


Taurus


Lance.



Alanis.
Alanis


AHHAHA :D


LOOK! wedding sneakers! :) shoes shoes shoes.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.10


so today's the day! :D how many of you are staying up till 10:10 pm to make that very important wish? :)


we had fun night last night in church. IT WAS AWESOME! :D and i organized it. well not alone, with my all so awesome friends! ;) we got all the clues mixed up, *pfft* but it turned out okay in the end, and everyone enjoyed it. SUCCESS! hehe.

SO SO SO! it's the 10th of October 2010. i'm sitting in front of the comp. my speaker is one SUPER LOUD, my parents are out. home alone. what an awesome way to spend a way important day! LOL.






i absolutely love this song. :D


Delirious? - Inside Outside :)






Can I lose my need impress? If you want the truth I need to confess. :\

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Friday, October 8, 2010

i have a friend.

I have a friend. :\
She claims to be Christian and she sings a lot of Christian songs. But there she is we those fortune telling cards thingy, telling peoples fortune. IN CLASS. And like a minute after she does that, she goes back to singing Christian songs. I tell her it's wrong and like against our religion but she doesn't listen, she says if she doesn't believe in it than it's okay.lkjhgfdsapoiuytrewqzxcv! :(
what to do.


okay. goodbye. i shall go watch amazing race now. ;)

Thursday, October 7, 2010

i want my first kiss to be in the rain. :)

Hello people! :)

Today we were suppose to go to arena sukan for P.E but it was raining and we thought we’ll stay in school. TURNED OUT WE WERE WRONG. :\ Anyways, it was raining on the basketball court, and me, Amanda and Annabelle agreed that we wanted our first kiss to be under the rain. ♥


So inside the bus the window was all foggy and we wrote stuff on it. And our teacher was like HOW ARE ARE YOU AND WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT and she threatened to demerit us. For writing stuff on the window. Not BAD stuff. Just drawing smiley faces. -.- er. FYI. When you ask us how old we are, isn’t it obvious enough? Pfft.


I realize that I actually have A LOT to write. But I never take the time too. Maybe cause how I feel and what I think is hard to be described in words. Or it’s cause when I think about it I get too emo and I can’t bring myself to write about it. I wanna tell you guys about it. Sorry. :(


so baby, what if? ♥

Monday, October 4, 2010

without you guys.

i'll be lonely. alone.

i'll have a chick for a friend. O.O LOL.



so hey, thanks for being my friends. i love you all :)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

HELLO.

I'm trying to make a NICE background for this blog, but apparently, it's TOO BIG -.-
and i spent hours making it! oh. and somehow today i keep on typing things wrong.
atjncfejnjolbfcsdcmzplo! :\