MERDEKA!

OH YEAH :D today is MERDEKA DAY! hehe. SATA MALAYSIA BABEH.

hehe. I AM A MALAYSIAN! okay. so malaysia may not always be the best. and it may not always make you wanna scream at the top of your lungs that you're from m'sia. but MALAYSIA is a place where there are no earthquakes. :) MALAYSIA is a place without war. MALAYSIA is a place with awesome possum food. malay food, chinese food, ang mo food, indian food, ALL in a kopitiam! :D what more can you ask for? okay. maybe you can -.- but ANYWAYS :D malaysia is MY COUNTRY. heh. so, because it's MINE :D it's AWESOME.

MALAYSIA BOLEH!! ♥

and even if it tak boleh. it's still MY country. :)

promise a smile :)

today is Sunday.

i went to church.

today i am sad but i'll promise you i'll smile,

even if it's just for a while.

today i went for practice for VBS,

thankfully every thing wasn't a mess.

today i wanted to call my friends and stay at home,

but i promised won't stay and hog the phone.

today was good and bad in different ways

but i'll promise you a smile, that's all i can say.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST WROTE SOME POEM THING -.-

OH I FORGOT :3 hehhhe.

WEEE! okay. i forgot to tell you. -.- i got braces. WAHAHAHHAAHHA.

PINK baabeh! :) and it hurts. ah. sad laa. amanda got her's too.

blue. and she's complaining about it 24/7.

ohoh, li xing bought us cake. hehe. he was so grateful to us. I TOLD YOU WE WERE CARING FRIENDS! :3 LOL.

BIRTHDAYS?

TODAY. IS. A. BIG. BIG. DAY.

hehehe. :)

Miss Claudia Chiou is celebrating her 14th birthday! WOOTS! she is now an old amah. hahaha. i feel so young. LOL, anyways. happy birthday biffle! hope you age happily. her friends in school bought her a cake. and she was in CLOUD NINE :D i don't get the phase cloud nine. what's so good about the ninth cloud?!

So, TODAY, i made someone cry. hmm, i know. mean, mean. D: well. i didn't want him to cry. -.- today was Li Xing's birthday too. so we planned to like put my pen cover thingy that madam margret gave us into his bag, and pretend that i lost it and when he said he found it in his bag we accused him of stealing it and i had to fake crying, which actually sounded more like laughing. :3 heh. and jasmine, joel, charlene, belle, amanda and agnes played along saying that they had to check their bags to make sure li xing didn't steal their stuff too. :D HAHAH. and then he cried. cause we were like really mean. swearing at him and stuff. :X sorry. :(

So he went to the toilet and sobbed. like REALLLLYYYY long. -.- for like 20 minutes. LOL. okay. anyways. when he came back, we sang happy birthday to him. and we got everyone to sign him a card. he didn't stop crying. o.o and we were all like. CRAP. what are we going to do? but thankfully, it was break. so like after class started again, he was happy. and thanked everyone. hehe. i know, we are such thoughtful friends. WAHAHAHAH! xDD

oh wells. today was a BIG day. two birthdays. one cried of sadness. the other cried of happiness. :))

WATTAHECK

my life. SUCKS. thanks to a certain mum, who can't seem to let me choose my own friends. who can't seem to trust my judgement on people i mix with. WTH. YOU DON'T SEE ME HANGING OUT WITH SLUTS OR SOME GANGSTA KID.

so i would like to dedicate this post, to my mum. please let me have a LITTTLE freedom? :)

mine

:D TAYLOR SWIFT ROCKS SOCKS MAN. here new song `Mine is like so awesome.

i haven't blogged in real long huh. sorry. D: i was lazy. SO. life has been, okaaayyyy. hahah. so i still have no idea why i agreed. and this is getting worse every day. don't want to talk about it. the end of this crap.

HEHE. today was YOUTH SUNDAY. *yay youth* LET'S GIVVE IT UP FOR OUR YOUTHHHHHHHHS! ♥

OH.

and i haven't been to kuching feast. YET. WTH. BUT i am going now. so. hehe :)

dilovegou hehe. xoxo :)

tiada gigi lagi -.-

yesh, I now have two holes in my mouth, compliments of my braces-plan-thingy. YEAH ME?

NOT.

it sucks man. can't eat properly, getting laugh by a certain SOMEONE *marshmallowwlover* -.- I want me teeth back! next week I'm gonna take out two more, and then braces the following week. ARGH. this is suppose to be like a happy thing right? I'm gonna have nice-ish teeth right?! RIGHT?

D:

wrong move, girl.

it's like a WAHTTAHECK moment, when you look back and say WHAT THE HECK

AHHH! and you'll start regretting and scolding yourself for being such an idiot and everything.

WHAT THE HECK.

what am i gonna do NOW :S what now what now what now? my friends are going psycho. over boys -aherm aherm- over our own friendship. we're fighting. we're hating each other. okay, not all but we're hating HER. we don't want to, but she makes it hard for us. she complains over everything, scold others while we can't do the same. she wants things HER WAY. ah. :(

Dear Lord,

i'm in a middle of like a major big dilemma thingy. on second thought, TWO. i think i've made a wrong decisions. ALOT OF THEM. but how am i gonna take it back? it'll only hurt everyone around me. oh Lord. please help me. thank you for listening to my prayer.

Amen.

這麼會這樣呢? >:(

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours. :(


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! gosh, this seriously sucks. BIG TIME. :'( 要哭也哭不出來啊! 為什麼這樣啊!!! SAVE ME!