Hi. Suddenly forgot I have chinese tuition so I can't blog about food today. Not enough time. Sigh*

So sorrreeeehhhh. Promise I'm blog about it tmr! :)

Rain rain go away

It's raining like mad now. And it's raining like mad now. And it's raining like mad now. And it's raining like mad now. And it's raining like mad now. And it's raining like maaaaaaad now. And check out my next post for the post on food. Teehee.


Today Agnes and I were playing guitar and singing and stuff THEN Mdm Armstrong came and scolded us. Because apparently there's rule about not playing guitar during school time. Unless it's for music project or something. No disrespect, but WTH. What type of rule is that?! -____________- So dumb. We can't play musical instruments in school because? I don't find anything wrong with that. It's not like illegal or something! GAY. The school rules are getting gayer and gayer. And we were playing it during break time!! Sigh*

You know I keep sitting by my piano, or on my bed holding my guitar, trying to write a song. Even though I said I won't write any more love songs :P But I really wish I could write a like cooool song or something. So everyday I keep trying. And failing. Guess I have no inspiration. Not yet at least :)

YOU KNOW I'M COOLER THAN YOU :P

why hello.

Today. was. alright. I. guess.


Going up on stage was like scary at first. But I love year 8 sooooo much cause they kept cheering and I felt so much better. LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOO SOOOOOOOO MUCH ♥ 


Was nerve wreaking at first, but it the end, I was talking so fast+soft. Cause idk, I felt too relax of something? Sigh* Well, it was an experience :) And you were good Nia, really :) haha.

Just came back from piano, feeeeeel sooooo tired. Speaking about being tired, I'm having trouble sleeping recently. I go to bed, and I flip around for an hour before I can get some sleep -_______- And I end up really tired the next morning! :(

Okay so you guys remember when I asked you guys to post in my chatbox about what you want me to blog about? There was two requests from random people who did not leave a name but whatever.

To blog about how to get shiqi from Year 8B (er. what is this?! -____________-)
And about food from someone call The Gourmet (your name says it all)

So I'll write about how to get me today and about food tmr :) It's really quite simple. *winkwink*

Be nice to me. COMMUNICATE with me. Don't be cheesy/romantic. I hate that. Make me like you. Smile. Get to know me. Let me get to know you. Be natural/normal when you talk to me? Don't act desperate or play hard to get or whatever.That's about it. You figure the rest out yourself. Hint: I like chocolate. teeeheeeee

P.S. Amanda, I don't want to go to tuition tmr. And I miss you. And annabelle's inbox is so interesting. I need to hack her acc sometime. Bye.

P.S.S. The person who hates me is the pro-est person in acting in the world. Gosh.

P.S.S.S. I love durian.

P.S.S.S.S. I like P.S's. They are cute.

P.S.S.S.S.S. Rudy! YOU CAN SING SO WEELLLLLL OMGAH!

pictures of you, pictures of me. oh wait, no. just pictures of me.

OH HAI THERE.

my iPod :)

My morning hair? :P

 :)

 A picture of a picture :)

 I just like my hair here :P

 Me again?

 :)

Oh I see.

It's funny cause I know you're talking about me but I just pretend like I know nothing :) And I know you're reading this now. Haha. I don't think you're a lunatic. So chill, man.

HATE

Is a disgusting word. And today I found out one of my friends 'hates' me. Which really hurt actually cause I don't think anyone wants to be hated. And because we're actually quite close. And I nearly was going to cry. But just before that, I was going on and on about how much I hated another person, and now that I think of it, I don't actually hate the person, I was just kinda mad for a while. So this is just to you guys, don't say stuff you don't really mean when you're mad cause you might end up unintentionally hurting someone's feeling.


Well anyway, the friend who hates me actually did a very good job at making me think the person doesn't but yeah. My hater didn't say that out of anger so that person probably does really hate me. Apparently the person hates me cause the person thinks I "have it easy?" or whatever? Well, I don't have things as easy as you think. I mean I don't have things super hard too, but I think I'm just like you, I have things normal?

Now I think about it, alot of people hate me. Great.


I don't know what to say :( feel so down now. I'm like this insanely insecure person, even though I act all chirpy all the time. I'm always afraid someone might hate me, might talk bad about me. I just always assume the worst.If I know of one person who hates me, I think a whole gang of people hate me, then I try to find something that's wrong with me and I wanna fix it. I have this urge to please everyone. I want people to like me. I try to be nice. I try to smile. I try to help people. I try. I really reallllyyyyy do. But sometimes there's just some people who just hate me. WHY?! Gah. I wish I wasn't so self cautious   -_________________________-

My devo book is on the topic of relationship now. Like friendships and stuff. I AM SO GOING TO READ IT AGAIN AND AGAIN cause I seriously need some help in the sector.


Oh and did I tell you, I'm the emcee for tomorrow's speech competition? I'm freaking out like crazy. So nervous. Brrrrrr.

WHY IS EVERYONE SO IN LOVE AND I, NOT?!

WHAT AM I MISSING.

Ignorance not so bliss

Hai. Wrote a song about this dude who won't give me a break because ignoring me has become his favorite hobby. And we used to be best friends. And I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG. So I'm sure you guys all know the term: Ignorance is bliss. Well, IT'S NOT. How is not knowing something, blissful? Okay, maybe at times. But not in this situation! So yeah. This is another one of my sad songs about how much I want my friend back.




Ignorance not so bliss
Took me sometime to believe
That you were someone I could actually miss


Tried to talk to you
But you wouldn't let me through
All the thoughts and doubts in your head


Ignorance not so bliss
I rather know the truth
Then wait here for something that's not going to happen.





YEAH OKAY. ENOUGH OF GAY SONG WRITING. Just went to this really seminal about evolution and the bible a few days ago. Really really cool.

Check out their website! Answers In Genesis

Dum dee dum. Don't want to go back to schoooooooooool :( :( Rather stay at home and eat and watch TV all day. Gah. I like food. Especially chicken. I love chicken! And ice-cream. And my hair. <3


Okay. Peace. Bye. Teehee.

SORRY ANSON DIDN'T GET YOU POST. You can call me tonight :)