Bittersweet

Papers were given back today. Mixed emotions. Happy for Science cause this is the best mark I've gotten since primary 4, but sad for Maths cause this is the worst I ever got for Maths in my entire life. Quite disappointed but then again, I brought it on myself. 

Hai yah. 

Oh yeah. What do you guys think of my current skin? I switched back to the old one cause I found out what the problem was. Now when I look at it, I kinda like the one I used to have. The very pink one. What do you think? Comments are appreciated! :D

I would write you a song if I knew how to put all my feelings into words.

WOOOO HOOOO!

YEAH BABEH. EXAMS ARE LE OVER. I HAVE MISSED YOU GREATLY MY DEAR BLOG.



WOOOOOOOSH. SO HAPPY NOW. Well honestly, not really. I mean it's not like all the stress is gone. (cough, trying to imply I had er, stress) I mean like tmr we're going to get out test papers back and I'm going to go all oh no, oh no, oh no. Right there, right then, I'm stressing about my results and I get this mini heart attack when teacher calls my name. But it's like every time when teacher calls my name I have this little hope inside of me, thinking maybe soommmmeeehoooowww I might get an A. I mean if I managed to tembak everything correctly. There is that slight chance right? And than teacher's like Shi Qi - 63 or something and I'm left there disappointed in myself, thinking if only I studied harder. I could have, I could have gotten an A!





So how can I rejoice today when I know what fate will bring me tomorrow? 






Okay. You'll probably get alot of nonsense from me today since I've haven't been really blogging recently. Anyways, soooo many things happened. Went to Logos Hope to attend Steeping Out, felt God's call (will talk about this more later), went to Stephanie's birthday party, tried to study, exams over, went to Logo Hope again, bought so many books, blog about it.

But now I am in the high mood, no I am not rejoicing, I'm just high, so I shall talk about my Stepping Out experience next time, as well as posting some of my vain pictures I took when I was suppose to be studying.


Peace Out.

*inserts vain picture of me I cannot find because I posted all the vain pictures of me already*

Vain.

What I do in my room instead of studying

1. Text

2. Sing

3. Camwhore

4. Call my friends

5. Sleep

6. Stare at my mirror trying to tie up my hair in different ways

7. Play my guitar

8. Stare at my mirror and make ulgy faces

9. Talk to myself

10. Draw hearts

11. Wash my hands (Hahaha. I know. So gay)

12. Daydream

13. Try to write a song

14. Walk around

You know, I just realize there is plenty of things to do in my room. I should really study. Gay. It's like everyone is taking their exams so seriously. Everyone is studying so hard. Everyone is stressing out.

And then there's me. Gay much?

Distracted

Hai ya. I spent the whole afternoon facebooking and tweeting and stuff. Didn't even start studying my science yet. So fail :(

LE EXAMS

HAI. I AM HAVING EXAMS NAO.

DRINK LOSTA WATER CAUSE LE WEATHER IS VERY HOT.






Bye.

It's a girl thing

Caution: Content may offend some people. Read the title. GIRL THING. GIRL.

Rainfall. Also know as Pissed At Men Syndrome, Girl Thingy etc. So many nicknames. Should I really just say it out, bluntly? 

Okay. Brace yourself boys. I know you're still reading. Hah. This will be an eye-opener for you.

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Period. Some call it menstruation. I call it. Pain. That horrible feeling you get once a month, where the pain is sometime unbearable. Or sometimes, you get lucky and the pain disappears! *happy dance*

How do I overcome this gay horrible painful girl thing?

By eating chocolate (It's seriously helps! For me that is) Or screaming. Or hitting things. 

Effects of the gay horrible painful girl thing.

Irrational mood swings. I mean I can be happy all smiling for a while, and sad over something I remembered the next minute. The worst part is, sometimes I don't even notice. 

Cause of the pain in this gay horrible painful girl thing.

If you drink cold water/drinks. Fried stuff is bad too. I think. If you eat er what's the word, cooling things? I usually just say 凉的东西. 

Why oh why do I have to have this girl thing now?! I can already imagine, sitting in the examination hall, the pain too unbearable, can't concentrate on my paper. Freak out. Results out. I get a D. Have an absolutely good reason but it'll be embarrassing to explain! Dear teacher, I did bad because of period pain? Doesn't sound like a very good reason after I said, I mean typed it out. 

The horror. 

Yes. I know I think too much. 

Okay. I gtg try to *cough* study. Ending with a vain picture of me to brighten up your day. Hehe.

To you

I wanted to ask you if you're okay, but that would probably be an understatement. I want to say all the right things to make you feel better but I don't know how. But don't you think this is unfair for me? All I try to be is nice but it's like you enjoy giving me the cold shoulder. What did I ever to deserve this?

It's a wonder that I still care. That I still try to think of ways to cheer you up.

I SHOULD BE STUDYING

Too lazy for my own good. Crazy freaking purple pineapple pie.